But as the story unfolds on screen it hits you that when
Shundell Prasad unravelled a part of her ancestral history to
find her identity, she also stumbled on your history or at least
a part of it. Her story is interwoven with yours. And in it she
takes us to back to a time when the Guyanese identity appeared
to have been lost and people were just fleeing the country.
It was a little before 5 pm when she arrived at the Cheddi
Jagan Research Centre on High Street a few minutes ahead of a
private screening of her film last Saturday. Stunning in a
festive sari, she floated around the room greeting invitees,
among them former president Janet Jagan.
There was a brief delay as her team set everything in place
and she awaited the arrival of a few guests. Sensing an obvious
tinge of impatience in the audience, she opts to open up about
the film and let people into what led her to India.
"I grew up as an American but I look Indian. Am I
American or Indian? These are the questions I asked myself and I
wanted answers so I decided to make the journey back to Guyana
and then to India."
These words are in the film and they explain fully what she
was feeling. Shundell grew up in New York and most of what she
knew about herself was the information her environment provided.
Besides looking in the mirror and identifying with an Indian
background she knew nothing more of who her family was and her
forefathers and where they came from.
She said that when the opportunity came for her to take on a
project for her thesis in her final year at Tisch School of
Arts, New York University she chose to make the journey back to
India. It would be her first film and a search to discover her
roots.
There is a scene in her film where Shundell breaks the news
to her parents that she would be travelling to Guyana after
being away for 18 years (she left here at the age of seven) and
her mother immediately expresses fear. Her father, though with
some apprehension, wishes her well and prays that her mission is
complete.
When she presses her mother to go with her, Shundell receives
an outright refusal.
Her journey really begins in Queens, New York where she grew
up in a vibrant Indo-Caribbean neighbourhood. It is there that
Shundell realizes that despite all she has achieved in terms of
school and life, something is still missing. That something is
her Indian identity so she left in search of it.
In Guyana she reunites with family in Berbice, particularly
her mother's sister. After fielding questions about her
great-grandparents, she accesses old ship records from the
National Archives.
When she stumbles on the name she was seeking, Shundell beams
and we next see her in India.
The more moving part of her story is in India where she not
only finds the family she seeks but connects with her Indian
identity. When she arrives in Bihar where a village assembles to
greet a returned daughter, she becomes emotional. People are
everywhere and they are greeting her, blessing her and showering
her with love.
Nothing about her looks is displaced in Bihar, save for her
manner of dress. She appears happy and somewhere between the
laughs and the hugs she makes a spiritual connection. Shundell
then opts to do a puja, which is a religious ceremony.
When the journey ends you long for more but that is it.
Shundell Prasad had crossed three continents on a self-defining
journey and in the process told a wonderful story. Having taken
the journey back to discover her roots, she is now well set for
the journey forward. Perhaps to Hollywood and/or Cannes in the
near future.
"There were times when I wanted to buy a Gucci bag or a
pair of designer shoes like my friends were but I put all my
money into this project. I wanted to because it is important to
me," she related.
Shundell said something in her wanted her to do the film. She
said her passion for filmmaking came after she started modelling
and got a chance to meet people in the business. Initially she
was an Arts major but switched to filmmaking.
She said many businesses and individuals in the Queens, New
York area came out in full support of her project and that was
thanks in part to Hamar Singh who afforded her an opportunity to
use his radio programme for public relations work.
"He told me five minutes the most, but when I started
talking about what I wanted to do and how important this was to
me he kept me on for three hours. People responded in a big way
and in the end I had 40 sponsors behind me," she said with
a broad smile.
Yesterday, the Bombay Theatre in Fresh Meadows, Queens, New
York, hosted the world premiere of Shundell film's. She said her
parents, Bonee and Devi Prasad and younger sister were going to
be there, cheering her on in the front row.